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If you were in my place would you chuck the whole thing What do you mean I wonder if it s worth while being a second rate painter. You see, in other things, if you barcelona fc tshirt re a doctor or if you re in business, it doesn t matter so much if you re mediocre. You make a living and you get along. But what is the good of turning out second rate pictures Lawson was fond of Philip and, as soon as he thought he was seriously distressed by the refusal of his picture, he set himself to console him. It was notorious that the Salon had refused pictures which were afterwards famous it was the first time Philip had sent, and he must expect a rebuff Flanagan s success was explicable, his picture was showy and superficial it was just the sort of thing a languid jury would see merit in. Philip grew impatient it was humiliating that Lawson should think him capable of being seriously disturbed by so trivial a calamity and would not realise that his dejection was due to a deep seated distrust of his powers. Of late Clutton had withdrawn himself somewhat from the group who took their meals at Gravier s, and lived very much by himself. Flanagan said he was in love with a girl, but Clutton s austere countenance did not suggest passion and Philip thought it more probable that barcelona fc tshirt he separated himself from his friends so that he might grow clear with the new ideas which were in him. But that evening, when the others had left the restaurant to go to a play and Philip was sitting alone, Clutton cam.trivial beside the excitement which now leaped in his heart. The picture he looked at was a long one, with houses crowded upon a hill in one corner a boy was holding a large map of the town in another was a classical figure representing the river Tagus and in the sky was the Virgin surrounded by angels. It was a landscape alien to all Philip s notion, for he had lived in circles that worshipped exact realism and yet here again, strangely to himself, he felt a reality greater than any achieved by the masters in whose steps humbly he had sought to walk. He heard Athelny say that the representation was so precise that when the citizens of Toledo came to look at the picture they recognised their houses. The painter had painted exactly what he saw but he had se. en with the eyes of the spirit. There was something unearthly in that city barcelona fc tshirt of pale gray. It was a city of the soul seen by a wan light that was neither that of night nor day. It stood on a green hill, but of a green not of this world, and it was surrounded by massive walls and bastions to be stormed by no machines or engines of man s invention, but by prayer and fasting, by contrite sighs and by mortifications of the flesh. It was a stronghold of God. Those gray houses were made of no stone known to masons, there was something terrifying in their aspect, and you did not know what men might live in them. You might walk through the streets and be unamazed to find them all deserted, and yet not empty for you felt a presence invisible and yet manifest to every inner sense. It was a mystical city in which the imagination faltered like one who steps out of the light into darkness the soul walked naked to and fro, knowing the unknowable, and conscious strangely of experience, intimate but inexpressible, of the absolute. And without surprise, in that everton jacket blue sky, real with a reality that not the eye but the soul confesses, with its rack of light clouds driven by strange breezes, like the cries and the sighs of lost souls, you saw the Blessed Virgin with a gown of red and a cloak of blue, surrounded by winged angels. Philip felt that the inhabitants of that city would have seen the apparition without astonishment, reverent and thankful, and have gone their ways. Athelny spoke of the mystical writers of Spain, of Teresa de Avila, San Juan de la Cruz, Fray Luis de Leon in all of them was that passion for the unseen which Philip felt in the pictures of El Greco they seemed to have the power to touch the i.
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